FOR ALL THE BEAUTIFUL WOMEN..?

I'm not saying I'm beautiful...but, I have modelled. First of all, I never cared to hear anyone's opinion on my looks, much less that of some transvestites/s. Generally, I have a decent opinion on my looks and I know what I'm made of. The only things everyone else and I agree on my beauty type is that I have baby like features, look a lot younger than my actual age, am physically fragile and have angular face shape. I've been both criticized positively and negatively and opinions sometimes varied signifficantly. I've gotten judged on my looks so much, that I've come to not even care about it, be it a compliment or criticizm. But, honestly, it is kind of an insult and a bit degrading to even be judged for my looks. It makes me feel like they're turning me into an object, not a human being. I hate it.